La vida es una buena adventura,
Sunday, December 27, 2009
"I pedal harder and faster, until my legs hurt. The pain begins in the backs of my calves and spreads up, into my thighs. My shoulders ache. But I don't care. I've been numb for so long that the pain makes me feel alive again. I wish I could skip the whole school year. I bet I could keep up at home. I wish I never had to go back to school. What good does it do you in the long run?
I have trouble breathing, but not from hyperventilating. From the exercise. From the altitude. Everything is much harder at 7,300 feet. Even breathing.
Sweat trickles down my face, stinging my eyes. It trickles down inside my T-shirt and along the backs of my knees, but I keep pedaling, pas the Conoco Station, past the golf course, up the hill, until I come to an area of tall pine trees. I pull off the road and lean the bicycle against a tree. I make my way through the woods until I come to a beautiful canyon. I am still amazed at the scenery here. I half expect to hear hoofbeats in the distance, and then, to see a cowboy thundering into view, riding a slick, black stallion.
I sit at a rock, at the very edge of the canyon, hugging my knees and looking down. The rock juts out and makes me feel I could fly right off it.
How quickly everything could change, I think. One minute you're alive and the next, you could be dead. There isn't any way to know what's gonna happen. If the rock comes loose, I'll fall, I think. Fall to the bottom of the canyon. Will I fall straight down, I wonder, or kind of float down, gently? Either way my head will smash open and my bones will break. How long will it be before I am found? Days, weeks, a month? Maybe I'll never be found. Then the buzzards will pick at my flesh until there is nothing left of me. Nothing, but bones. Broken bones."
Judy Blume; Tiger Eyes.
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Yawns .
Been re-reading Tiger Eyes these past few days .
Addicted to books by Jude Blume again . :)
She's a good writer .
My mom doesn't allow me to go for the 2010 countdown with Sara and Clarence . >:/
Crappu . Rawrrr . Maybe I can go his relatives' house for the countdown instead . ^__^v
Teehee . And he owes me a sponsered shopping spreeeee ! ♥
Love you ! HAHAHAHA .
Such a beautiful disaster ,
Thursday, December 24, 2009
I thought that you were the best part of me ,
Baby I guess that we just believe what we wanna believe .
I thought I knew you so well , I couldn't tell , that this was sinking so deep .
I see it now , I'm breathing now . It's time for me , to let it go .
It was cool when it started but now the flame has gone ,
My heart is breaking in pieces , but still I'm moving on .
I can't believe it took me so long to realize , finally know what it feels like .
I'm starting over , I won't be afraid .
But I'm sorry to say , you're the wrong man for the job .I love you but you're not the one .
Sometimes I wish I could take back everything ,
It be easier to never have known you ,
I would spare myself so much pain ,
Still I can't stop thinking 'bout what imma do without do during the lonely nights .
But now I know what I gotta do , I can't ever change you ,
I'm letting it go tonight .
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White dress + black heels = uber massive clash ?
Hmm ..
Stupid wedding dinners .. what's wrong with good ole t-shirts and jeans ?! D:
Screw Boomz-dale , you guys so don't deserve workers like us .
Wheeeeeeeeeee .
I'll send my regards , I mean , my regrets to you someday , bitch(s) . :)
So much for "ever after" ,
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Tell me what you need and I will find a way to stop the bleeding ;
No , don't add to my mistakes .
Tell me you're not leaving and I'll tell you everything you need to know .
Don't throw it all away , don't say my words are just too late .
You say the story's ending but I think it's time we stop pretending ;
No , can't let you turn the page .
Does your heart remember when we used to say forever ? Don't let go .
Don't throw it all away ; don't say these words are just too late .
I don't want to be left behind , I've been so blind to all that I have broken .
Can we put this back together ?
No more empty promises , they don't exist ; just me out in the open .
I know this will take time , can we put the past behind us ,
Tonight I'm gonna fight for you ; just give me one last chance to make it right ,
Last chance to make it right .
G'Morning , everyone .
Yesterday was the 4C class BBQ . Went thr after work .
Sorry Yi Chun , that I made you wait so long . D: .
And sorry Mildred & CH , that I ps you guys . :X .
The food thr was great , naturally . :D
Drank some raspberry vodka from Jiayu's bottle .
Then got some more from Chuen Heng . Heh .
Tastes like cough syrup when drunk raw . Ugh .
But It's kinda addictive . The bitter aftertaste . Lol .
Macbooks , anyone ? O:
In another life ,
Monday, November 30, 2009
A gunshot so silent , yet so loud .
Get me out of this dream .
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Hello penguinz .
Pirates of the Carribeans : On Stranger Tides is scheduled to be released in summer 2011 !
Woot ! -pops champagne- :D Time to rejoiceeeeeeeeeeee .
Thank goodness the story wasn't wrapped up for good .
I speak funny nowadays . -.-
I tried speaking pirate the other day to Sara .
She gave me that funny face and said , "You're mad ."
I'm hurt :( .
Oh whatever . So , today was my first day of work . Whoop-dee-doo .
It was fun . Kinda . Quit giving me , or rather my blog , or rather , your computer screen , weird looks ! It IS fun . But it was kinda awkward in the beginning . -.-
I get to smell the flowers and realise that life's indeed a bed a roses every morning when I report for work !
Like , literally . :X Heehee .
So yup , that's the cool part , imo . :) .
Basically .. first day of work is just telemarketing > check fax machine > photocopy stuff > look through catalogue > telemarketing > take orders > telemarketing > verify orders > photocopy stuff > address envelopes > lunch > telemarketing > address envelopes > daydream > telemarketing > toilet break > telemarketing > more telemarketing > address more envelopes > GO HOME .
Yup , that's quite a mouthful . Basically , I do mostly telemarketing on my first day of work . Heh . :X .
Soooooooo , I wonder what my second day of work will be like .
Probably pretty much the same . Heh .
Oh yeah , 5 more working days before i get my LG Joy back .
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Lost all defense ,
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Hello everyone . O:
Guess what ? I've gotten a jobbbbbb :D .
Yay me . Teehee . :3
Hopefully my salary won't get deducted by 20% for CPF . -.-
That'd be .. a real whammy .
And there goes my hope of trading in my phone . -.- Bah .
Cuz my LG Joy kept screwing up . Pfft . -_-' .
Unlucky me . ._. . Hopefully the problems will be eradicated after I send it for repair tomorrow . :/ .
Cold as you ,
Thursday, November 26, 2009
I feel so freaking jealous .
Every time I log in to Facebook , I see most of my friends posting pictures of the grad night / prom .
I SWEAR , THAT ONLY BEDOK NORTH SEC DOESN'T HAVE A PROM OR A GRAD NIGHT .
Mother fishballs , smelly chaota chicken ! (Food terms used represent vulgarities . My blog's rated PG / G) . :D Heehee .
Anwwwwww , went to Sara's house yesterday . List of events are as stated below . In chronological order .
1. My dad sent Huijuan and I to Parkway in the morning . Took bus form Parkway to Sara's house .
2. Marinated chicken at Sara's house . I MADE SARA MASSAGE DEAD CHICKEN ! HAHAHAHA .
3. Chiong-ed Gossip Girl until Evelyn came over . Went down to 7-11 to buy cup noodles . ^_^v .
4. Ate cup noodles and watched Gossip Girl again .
5. Went down to the pool and slack there , and waited for the boys to come over .
6. The guys came LATE . Rawr . -.- . Set up the BBQ stuff , and LET THE PARTY BEGIN ! ;3
7. BBQ was awesome . :) . Hahah . We splashed iced water EVERYONE , and on each other . I was the only one who remained dry . ^_^v .
8. Packed up , cleared everything , and went to the poooool . :) .
9. Huijuan had to go off early , so Xuanjin sent her home .
10. Played Truth or Dare while waiting for Xuanjin to come back . Sara , Joel , EVelyn and I got soaked throughly . -_-' . And we were shivering .
11. Xuanjin came back , and after a while , we went back home . The 4 of us shared a cab .
That's pretty much about it . Lazy update any further . x.x . Was rearranging my farm in Farmville . :X .
Oh yeah , and tmrw , I'm gonna go watch NEW MOON with Sara and Evelyn ! Too bad that Huijuan couldn't come . :/ . K , I'm off to play Mafia Wars now . xD . Bye !
You never did give a damn thing , honey .
But I cried , cried for you .
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died , died for you .
Died for you .
Can you hear me just screaming out your name ?
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
GOOD MORNING ! Heehee . :D .
Going to Sara's house tomorrow for the WHOLE day , with Huijuan , Eve , Joel and Xuanjin . :) .
Watching GossipGirl , and some people are sooo gonna get DUNKED . Muahahaha .
Woots ! Too bad I can't stay over . :/ . Bahhhh . Next time k . :D
Sunday , 22nd Nov 09
Went to church with Sara and her family . :) .
Then had lunch at Burger King with Sara .
And we walked over to Esplanade .
Talk talk talk , slack slack slack , leeched the Wireless@SG thr .
Went home at around 5 (I think) .
Monday , 23rd Nov 09
Met Sara and HJ at Bedok to buy stuff for the BBQ .
Had lunch at KFC .
Went to Sara's house to deposit the stuffs and chiong-ed 4 episodes of Gossip Girl . :D
Gonna watch the rest next time . Heehee . <3>
TODAYYYY .
Evelyn's house > Tampines area to look for jobs > Parkway > Home .
Saw Huijuan and Ivy at TM . Hahaha .
Had lunch at Ajisen's . <3
Walked around Tampines area , and enquired for job openings . :/ .
Hopefully can find one asap . x.x
Went over to Parkway and slacked at Borders .
Bought sparklers , and went home .
Can't wait for the BBQ tmrw ! :D .
I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green .
I hope when you're in bed with her , you think of me .
I would never wish bad things , but I don't wish you well .
Could you tell by the flames that burned your words ?
